ARGH

Ok ppl...
This is not going to be a happy reflection of what i did during these few wks..
Pardon mi but i've to let everything out..if not i'll b grumply tml..

Well, ok..i dun like e way She treat mi when it comes to this kind of matter, not exactly this kind..like so other random things too. Since young, whenever this kind of things happen, She always dun bother to hear my explainations, my reasons & my opinions. Sometimes, she give mi an impression that wat i sae are either, 1st-excuses, 2nd- craps..seriously..and tt always make mi feel really...really..i dunno how 2 describe..like..arghhh!!!!! I know i shldn't sae all these abt her, but.....haix. Its not abt e particular issue tts y i sae all this..but just mi n her...

Take the buying of lappy as example, as u c..study in RP, lappy is a very impt & the main study tool for us. Due to some issues, i've to use my bro's lappy, which is abt 3yrs old already..by e way, did i mention tt it is like near to dying?..Its super laggy, always low disk space, with c drive of only total of 9GB, which is really not enough for installing required programmes..all these are ok to mi..but i always have to visit the IT Helpdesks...n just last wk i' reformat my com..even the in-charge there sae i shldn't use tis lappy...cos its too slow for learning and the basic requirement of lappy should have at least a 80G HD but this is only...40G..with the course i'm takin, i nd at least a 120G..OK..I'm out of Topic...excuse mi..

Anyway, at tt period of time, i was really fed up wif e lappy stuff, i was asking her tt at least i can have a 2nd hand lappy which has e higher chance of being better tt my current 1...i told her e requirements, n my reasons..but no use..this is still ok...e worse thing is tt..she even called mi 'stupid'..'nd such gd lappy for wat'..'a waste for mi 2 use'..my freaking goodness, how can parent sae tt 2 her child..FYI i'm not easily tear since my baby time n e bad results of SYF, but becos of wat she sae..yeah..i let my precious tear dropped.

Actually overall wat i wanna sae is tt, i realli have no idea how she think of mi and does she even know the way i think. of course, some things i do are not appealing to her..but i gt my own reasons..yeah..i gt it..she has different way of thinking as i am..cos we are in different positions in tt same situation. K la..sometimes i do think in her shoes..but did she??..i dunno..

Phew~Alrite...anger vented..
Peace..hah